Soooo....how do yall feel about random hookups? I've usually, mostly been against it but within the last week, I had a very random experience that's kind of changed my perspective a bit lmao But before I get into all that, I'm curious to hear what you guys' take...
Weeeell, at first I had no qualms with it. You know, do what you want and be safe yada yada. And I was all up for the idea of doing it myself. Now that I'm in a position where I could do that...tonight, honestly...I'm not so sure anymore lol. More power to those who can do it, but I can't see myself being that comfortable with someone I don't know. Maybe I'll loosen up if I ever try it one day.
I did it a few times but it's not me. If you know by my posts Im very freaky but I'm sorry to say that I can only be freaky with one guy. I'm not really cut out for it sharing is physically. I'm so selfish. I can't explain it but maybe waiting sooooo long to finally do something may be the culprit or I'm just more into "connecting" . I'll say that if I meet a guy and I find him attractive, I'm very flirty but as far as sex... Nah. Honestly, the more I'm into and get to know the guy the more sexually I may end up desiring him... Give a dude I'm barely fond of a bj and it will be uninspired and a real chore, but a guy that Im into, can make me laugh and all that good consistent conversation...Im straight stealing his soul from outta him. My first experience was a smash fest, my second was boring, my third was meh...and my most memorable was with this guy taller than me and he just made up his mind to fuk me in almost every position he could think of. All of them were assholes though. The second was okay but he was trying to be like extra attached wayyyyy too fast. That was years ago. I haven't done anything since then though I've come close. Well, anal wise. I have a dildo... just sitting their collecting dust...cuz I was curious and tried it years ago. Haven't touch it since. Probably donate it to charity or something.
Maybe I’ll find it a bit easier, but even then, I might still be a little awkward having just met them lol. In the moment, things would probably be different
I'mma stop dealing with y'all. An old friend just sent me a message asking if I want something...I said what? He sent me a pic of his hard ... Lort...Halp!!!!!
Yes it is... His words: Where you stay at now? So is that a yes? Are you up for a challenge? In the name of the Virgin Mary and the Aphrodite of Light aligned with Venus and not Uranus...I bind this thot magic & prevent it from affecting me any longer...
He trying to f**k for real...but it ain't happening partna. You ain't bout to get in these Debbies. I ain't heard from him in ages and all of a sudden..."What you doin?" Umm, sitting over the altar... praying But anyways, if you're into the hookup thing, go for it. My first time was great, tramuatic, but great.