Best Posts in Thread: Inside the Mind of Octavius Williams: Part 1

This is something a little bit different for me and for the Cypher Avenue audience. It’s my first steps into my new vlogging venture where I hope to present more nuanced, “middle of the road” thoughts and conversations that I feel is drastically missing – but desperately needed – within non-heterosexual spaces. A more formal introduction as it pertains to the ‘whats and whys’ is to come but in the meantime; I hope you enjoy parts 1 and 2 of my initial offering…hell, I even created my own theme music.

Many Appreciations,
Ocky Williams



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Dope. I've always appreciated ur willingness to be unapologetically opinionated, and I appreciate ur willingness to go even further, being so candid about some things that a lot of gay men have also experienced and can relate to. Glad you were able to get ur vlog goin. Looking forward to part 2. Thanks for sharing this.

 

Man,to put yourself out there like that aint easy,but it's really groovy you did because a LOT more people than you'd probably think can relate to your story.There's been handfuls of guys in my real life or online who have nearly the same story as you,even the part about your brother.I think when people hear things like what you shared,it makes it easier for them to open up because now they know their narative isn't weird and that others will relate.

Applause4 by DreG posted Aug 22, 2015 at 2:27 AM

 

Thanks for the sharing this @Ockydub I related to to all of that.

I'm not close to a single member of my grade school classmates . I was always drawn to the male form even as a kid . So I get all of that with the hunching , ding a ling showings , and vagina views but I wasn't molested or anything . I was precocious tho and curious . I feel comfortable enough to say had the opportunity to be "molested" been afforded to me,I'd have willingly participated .

I totally distanced myself from chicks in high school . I never felt like I really fit in with any particular crowd . I never bonded with classmates and it's odd to me know seeing how tight knit some of them are on Facebook . Like really close .

College was crazy . Dorm rooms and communal showers were hard . We had dudes walking around the dorm on the way to the shower butt ass naked . I had not seen so many other dudes nude before I was losing my mind . I had to take showers in the off hours because the moment I'd see a naked dude . . . Rock . And would quickly leave the shower if another guy came in . I really could not handle it then .

And flicks . . . I was totally focused on the dudes when all I had was straight porn . I loved the gang bang scenes because it meant more dudes I could focus on .

Good listen . Looking forward to hearing part 2.