ASSWhile viewing a random stereotypical rap video online, which featured a “pop’n bottles, making it rain” strip club scene, I gawked intently at the women swinging around the poles, twerking and making it clap. When the video was done, I rewound it back to a specific scene of a particular woman. When done, I then proceeded to watch other random videos showcasing all types of women basically twerking or shaking their asses and the next thing I noticed two hours in time had passed by.

As a proud very sexual homosexual man, my lust Force is strong for men. Nonetheless, I recognize at times, I have a mental sexual response for women. I understand it’s not lust in the lane of wanting to do something sexual with a woman but I do find myself sexually captivated while being attracted of them.

At any given moment, when I see non-pornographic imagery of women who are dancing seductively my reaction is like…

Regardless if I agree or disagree, I think this would be considered sexual objectification of women. Let me state that I believe my mental fantasies goes far far deeper when they are of men. Even though I’m not some horny teenager, I do think about sex a lot, which is natural for men and women regardless of sexual orientation.

Whenever I see videos like the one’s below, it’s kinda like I have a sexual admiration for the time, energy and skills these women have. They obviously take pride in it. It isn’t as if they’re NOT trying be erotic or sensual…that’s their goal here.

FYI: my eyes go to the girl on the left in the pink tank top.

So does my sexual reaction to these women means I’m now a sexual deviant (misogynist) or one who negatively objectifies women? Am I just having the reaction that these women are hoping for or both?