I often wonder about the lives of other masculine gay men in other countries.

The short film Cowboy Forever at least gave me some insight into what life may be like for a masculine gay cowboy in Brazil. Starring Govinda Machado de Figueiredo and Jones Carlos Fialho de Araújo, Cowboy Forever is fictionalized from a true story about lonely gay bachelor Govinda developing a crush with the new ranch hand Jones Carlos.

The docu-drama was directed by Jean-Baptiste Erreca and is one of a couple of gay short films featured on “Not Gay” which was released in 2008.

The movie has beautiful backdrops of the Pantanal of western Brazil which is one of the largest wet land areas in the world.  It’s a nice change of pace to see something different than the normal urban locations of many other gay short films.  Much of the film takes place on the surrounding ranch land where these men have formed a bond herding cattle and constantly laughing and making fun of on one another.  

The main character “Govinda” and his crush are both attractive hard working everyday masculine men.  Even though Jones is not gay, he is secure with his sexuality and has no problem accepting Govinda.  Also the other cowboys know about Govinda’s sexuality and don’t seem to care.  They may make fun but they are not hateful or anti-gay.  It seems to me they care more about his work ethics and pulling his weight around the ranch than his sexuality.

About half way through the film, Govinda admits that he doesn’t have any gay friends and his apprehension shows when he meets Jone’s friend who happens to be gay. The three take a trip to a nearby city for rest and relaxing. While there Jones attempts to get some pussy (as Govinda says) but the three of them end up at a gay party.   Govinda’s observations and animal metaphors of the people at the party are humorous.

Cowboy Forever is a very simple film showing how Govinda goes through his own self-discovery and acceptance. It’s a snapshot of friendship and understanding between two men, one straight and one gay.

Outside of the final corny scene in the film, I really enjoyed Cowboy Forever. Even though we are witness to the dilemma that Govinda is facing there is no real “drama” here.  It’s a very much laid back and relaxing short which some may find boring.  For me, I enjoyed seeing the men smile and laugh versus crying, being angry and depressed.

View the film below and feel free to share your thoughts.


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