Operation, No Porn 2018. Only...

I started 2018 off with a bang. Woot! So last night, I found pretty much every inch of porn I had on hand and well...I deleted it. ALL OF IT (except for vids that won't delete from my SD card for some strange reason after multiple attempts).

What is interesting is that I've had some of these vids for so long that I low-key became "attached" to them & was damn near hesitant (offended) about deleting them, feeling I'd be doing myself a great deal of disservice, but bam..I did it!

I also deleted many, if not all of my racy personal photos I had taken and Jackd (it really wasn't Poppin for me).

I'm also very much in love with Trey Songz...We all know this...My ideal bae.. and well, I deleted all of his pics from my phone as well. Even though I joke about my clothes falling off in his presence (I think..they may).

I believe that on a subconscious level, it's a problematic issue towards my "personal" 2018 sexual goals. And I don't want to give my energy up to "imaginary connections".

Recently, I created a thread about reemerging as this newfound sexual Messiah (minus the glowing ocean blue eyes and flowing blonde hair). I just had a strong thought that told me..."Delete the porn". And so, I did it.

So with porn off my plate, I can concentrate on some real dick. My attraction towards actual men that I see in public has become very indifferent. The most I'd be like is, "He's cute," and then I move on.

So as an experiment, I personally feel that ridding my mind and spirit of porn will heighten my sexual energy and allow a real guy to slide in...into my life (all that pun...sigh). All this chakra talk and rewiring sexual energy.

I know I don't stand out in the gay world as much...short (5'6), not muscle bound somewhat slim), VERY quiet (if I don't know you), and I don't do much of anything outside of work and my other creative personal hobbies.

Though I don't have much sexual experience, I do have a decent amount of sexual knowledge & I'm pretty sure I'd be open to trying several things.

As far as masturbation is concerned, Im not canning that, however, as of the first of January, I wanna see how long I can go until my body actually says, "Get some relief ho!". I also wanna see where my energy is displaced as far as my creative merit and my response towards men is concerned.

Lets see how this experiment pans out.

*Destroys altar dedicated to Trey Songz, sobs while doing so...*

 

Porn is definitely time consuming. Most porn I notice is just pretty boring and the same tired formula, unless you're into voyuer type stuff which has surprising moments...I suppose. If not creepy.

 

I haven't had a single urge to look at porn since I deleted it. If you want me to be honest, I think my body wants the real thing. This is only about to be the second day so who knows what five days will bring or maybe even two weeks. I might start grabbing cute boys by the shirt and ordering them to deliver me they pipe or I'll be pissed off and I'll start growling. Haha!

It can be a challenge to not watch porn in a highly sexual charged world AND lifestyle.

I had to deactivate my Instagram because most of my followers were gym narcissist or adult stars. I was asking to see some e-meat to fly across my screen.

Idk if anyone else has noticed or experienced it but it's like when your sexual energy is at its peak levels..

Niggas be knowing. It's almost like some people can feel it. I've seen some dudes eyeing me at work or maybe it's just that I've become more aware of dudes now since I'm not so focused on my self satisfaction.

 

^^ I think so. Viewing porn often does something to your subconscious. I also think that with some people, it programs your mind into a specific formula or some kinda "routine".

I want to say that it may also weaken your ability to be independent in your imagination. I can say that before porn I had a wild imagination. I could think of some sexy things that would probably blow a dude's mind before I discovered porn.

I'd like to see how many men that watch porn on MyVidster can jerk off without it. I mean just jerk off without any outside stimulation. Will they be able to stay hard without that external stimuli?

I'd say sit and jerk off, just to jerk off and see if you can finish your jerk without the stimuli.

Personally, I would want a man too be hard as a rock around me because he's turned on by me and vice versa. Oh I feel a new sex topic coming on!!

 

Would you be fine with just having a fleshjack or an aneros instead of porn?

I wasn't really meaning to sound like an addict, lol. I was just curious about having stronger mental focus without the "visual aid" of porn

Can you jack off without looking at porn until ejaculation or does porn enhance it more? Can you achieve that "high" on your own merit with out looking at the porn?

What I seem to notice is that whenever you see those creeper vids of guys spying on others jacking off in a public bathroom, they are always looking at porn deeply in their phones. They are so tuned into that porn that they don't even notice creeper Joe holding a phone over the stall for everyone to see haha!

 

Good to hear. I'm okay with Fap or NoFap(I don't want the Cyturions on here to think I'm pointing and frowning at them while they are jerking off, lol) ...but it's the source I'm curious and side eyeing about.

I've tried gawking at porn recently again and have found it uninteresting and I dare say, quite..."derivative"!

No. No..I know you didn't just call porn that.


Yes, I did....


Cypher Ave. seems to be composed of intelligent men so this topic shouldn't be a bash thread to dudes that watch porn. Just something I was curious about and the effect it has with long term sexual performance.

Pretty much unfiltered talk.

What I think is sexually desirable is a guy whose dick gets hard for me and not from the assistance of anything else besides me...If Im sucking your dick and you are either trying to watch porn or are thinking about your favorite porn star and cannot maintain an erection, we have a problem.



We need to sit and talk about it..

Baby, what's wrong? You haven't been exactly "up to par" lately? Is it stress or Kash Dinero?


I'm not aware if it is a problem with any men on here but browsing around online, erectile dysfunction seems to be pretty common with dudes who cant stay hard unless they have a visual source like porn.

The thought of requiring visual aid to maintain a hard on scares me but on a good note makes me want to listen to TLC's "Get It Up" song.

 

Porn update: So I've glanced at porn to see if I could get aroused...well I couldn't not unless I forced myself, meaning that it would be like any of you having sex with a guy but it's terrible and you're taking it so it can get done and over with.

Recently, a guy I had messed with (foreplay) a number of years ago randomly popped up. He said he found me through another source (which makes sense my name is popular for my "brand" now.) He's been ever so friendly lately (probably because of my visual achievement). I would never do anything with him though.

He was the first guy I let eat me but I believe he was inexperienced at the time (like myself). So much so that he was naked masturbating once behind me and I just remember jokingly shaking my butt (I can be goofy) and playfully saying "Give it to me" ....and all of a suddenIa felt something hit all down my back and all on my butt and my facial expression changed to:



It was like a scene outta of an American Pie movies.. No this boy did not not just skeet all down my back and butt..Sigh...that's the old days of experimentation I suppose...Haha

Looking at him now makes me wonder if this is some kind of test...I have stronger focus on my goals now and better management of my energy..
So I'm more observant of dudes and their ways. I just be looking at guys now like: