Forgive Me Father For I have Sinned –  I’ve Lusted After Another ‘OLDER’ Man

By OckyDub | Posted Nov 16 2017 | 8 Comments  

Ocky: Forgive me father for I have sinned.

Father Johnson: How long has it been since your last confession?

Ocky: *laughs under breath*…um Neverary 2015.

Father Johnson: Better late than never my son.

Ocky: Shole is.

Father Johnson: What brings you to confessional my son?

Ocky: Well, today I was in the gym locker room after I finished my work out and had lustful thoughts.

Father Johnson: What caused this?

Ocky: There was an older Black dude; I’m assuming over 50 and I had…thoughts about him.

Father Johnson: Go on.

Ocky: You see father; I’ve been in a committed monogamous relationship with my ole’ dude for over 8 years. I would never break that bond but today; I saw an older nude dark skinned man in the locker room that made me sin.

Father Johnson: How so?

Ocky: Well, I was impressed that for his age, he really had an impressive physique and an equally impressive nether region. I’m not one to stare or over exert my gaze but I did gather an abundance of visual stimulation.

Father Johnson: How did you come to see him nude?

Ocky: Well, I had just come into the locker room after a good work out. I usually go to my locker and put away my work out gloves before washing my hands.

As I turned the corner I saw him walking from the shower area with his towel draped over his shoulder…his stuff was just ‘floppin’ against his thighs as he walked. I went to my locker to put away my gloves and he came to his locker which was only a few feet from mine. As I turned around and gave a head nod…he was like…

Father Johnson: Can you describe him in more detail my son…and go slowly.

Ocky: Um sure…

He had a bald head, was about 5 ft 8’ and around 185 to 190 pounds. Muscular torso. Compact mid section. Thick thighs with a round ass. He had a goatee with silver hairs. He also had silver in his nappy chest and pubic hairs. His body was glistening with water beads due to him having just come from the shower.

I then went to go use the bathroom, wash my hands and fill my water container. I took my time because I’m always respectful of other’s space. Being that his locker was very close to mine; I wanted to give him time to at least put his underwear on….but my time away didn’t suffice.

Father Johnson: Oh, how so?

Ocky: Because when I turned the corner to the area where our lockers were located, he was still nude, rubbing lotion on himself and was taking extra care to moisturize his groin area. Gotdamn!

Father Johnson: Excuse me?

Ocky: Sorry Father. I hastily gathered my things and felt a bit embarrassed and angry that he forced me to look back at him as I walked away.

I thought about him as I left the locker room and all the way to my truck in the parking lot. I sat in the driver’s seat and just stared and began to have feverous un-pure thoughts.  

Father Johnson: Like what my son and again go slowly with details.

Ocky: Huh? Ok, sure. Like I begin to envision myself rubbing him down with oil. I thought about standing behind him with my erect penis nestled between his buttocks like a carnival hot-dog and I’m teasing his nipples, while I kiss his neck. I then began to think about him performing anilingus on my brown eye. As I sat in the driver’s seat fantasizing…um things began to happen Father.

Father you there?

Father Johnson: *clears throat* Yes my son, go on.

Ocky: Hmph; you sound like you moist over there? But anyways, I would never cheat on my partner but what should I do about these here bountiful lustful thoughts?

Father Johnson: Say 15 Hail Michael Sams, read 4 chapters from the book of Frank Ocean and 2 chapters from the book of Odell Beckham Jr and you will be absolved of all your sins. 

Father Johnson: Now get outta here you little scamp.

Ocky: Thanks Father Johnson!






About the Author

Octavius is a founder and editor of Cypher Avenue. He's here to help speak for us and show the world that masculine gay / bisexual men of color are not a part of the stereotypical gay normal that is seen and fed to the masses. No...we are a distinct breed, filled with character and pride. Cypher Avenue is here to show the world how we are different.

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8 Comments Feel Free To Join The Cypher.

  1. takeyourmeds91
    takeyourmeds91 | November 16th, 2017

    I fell out…

    I then begin to think about him performing anilingus on my brown eye"

    Quite the imagination haha

  2. Sean P
    Sean P | November 16th, 2017

    While I don't mind being called middle aged, I'm not really feeling a dude over 50 being referred to as 'OLDER.' I would also like to add that not all of us "plus-aged" individuals are fat slobs. :martin: Many of us have held up rather well with flat stomachs and all.

  3. OckyDub
    OckyDub | November 17th, 2017

    Oh baby I know. My dude is 51 and put together.

  4. jpo
    jpo | November 17th, 2017

    If they were giving penances like this

    I would still be going to confession. Also appreciate your suggestion for the date of your last confession – I will use it if I ever need it.

  5. Juan-Carlos
    Juan-Carlos | November 17th, 2017

    Yo, I think it is normal to look and to sometimes have a lingering thought in appreciating the pulchritude and physical attributes in another. It’s like porn. I appreciate the share. Are you feeling a little guilty about this experience or is this Peter Erotica Vol.1?

  6. Omega Level
    Omega Level | November 17th, 2017

    Bro let me tell ya something, the best sex I have still ever had in my life was from an "older/middle age" man.

    Im not sure if he was 50 yet but he was around the corner from it. Prob about 48 or 49.

    I can still remember it like yesterday and my toes curl just thinking about it. Older men have always been hot to me and actually my preference. That is if they have kept themselves together of course.

  7. mojoreece
    mojoreece | November 17th, 2017

    Baaaby (in new orleans accent lol) I just saw an one of my black male grade teachers the other day. It's been years since I seen him. This negro aint aged at all. I was like damnnnn he still look good.

  8. ControlledXaos
    ControlledXaos | November 18th, 2017

    "Shole is"


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